I just honestly have no idea how this happened. One second I'm handed this baby and I have no clue what to do and the next second she's one, SHE'S ONE. I've come to the conclusion that the year goes by so fast yet painfully slow because it's sooo hard and soooooooo good. This year was a year of stretching and growing for the whole family. I could sit here and pretend that I have it all figured out but to be honest I've decided parenting is a guessing game, sometimes a really really annoying guessing game, are they cold? are they hungry? are their socks too tight? does she have gas? Am I doing any of this right? But the reward of that smiling face adoring you with every fiber of their being makes it all worth it. Way more than worth it. I can't imagine our lives without our sweet Joc. Here's to you baby girl, Happy Birthday.